| guilt |
[19 Oct 2010|07:33pm] |
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i'm being engulfed by guilt at the moment
i don't know if this is a life changing event for you
but did is going to hurt me as bad as it is to you
an impalement into your fragile heart
now felt like a thousand knives at my back
when i thought you let go and didn't want me
i was the one who released the safety harness
please forgive me but i don't know how i can face you right now
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| cause i wish you were here |
[18 Oct 2010|01:02am] |
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the feeling of restlessness is getting worse
I need you now before into tears I burst
deep in my heart and mind you presence still linger
I dreamt in the future I'll put a ring around your finger
I can't explain my myself why I can't see you for now
still I need your presence somewhere somehow
you have someone else at heart
whoever can make you satisfied
then I see myself as a victim of this chase
and all my efforts being put to waste
i'm so sorry this has an abrupt end
we'll meet again in the future if can
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| apologies |
[16 Oct 2010|11:34am] |
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i just wanted to scribble my name on your paperthin heart
instead i accidentally slashed a papercut on your fragile heart
i'm so sorry
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| a childhood friend |
[11 Oct 2010|12:53pm] |
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I don't have an excellent memory
so i can't remember much about the past
the people i met and events in my life
however i could recall vividly upon reminder
and looking back at old photos
recollections will flood in my head
as though I'm reliving the yesteryear
I met this girl, a mutual friend of a friend
with the feeling that we've met before
my natural impulse says that we've met before
instinct tells me I knew this girl somewhere
as I searched deeper into my thoughts,
my mind clock ticked anti-clockwise
dizzying arrays of images filled up my memory
like uploading a 1GB photo album into a hard disk
finally it sparked into my conscious
she was a kindergarten classmate, a childhood friend
then everything came into piece and order
the chinese-looking boy in class
the dramatic bus accident
the different school buildings
the end of year performances and so on...
it is amazing how the mind works like a processor
I wish to meet people who had came into my life in the past
and search for memories at every corner of the brain
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| lightroom |
[08 Oct 2010|10:54am] |
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i thought past few weeks was a bore
not much inspiration, not much entertainment
left in the dark, my eyes dilate
to see things clearly when the bright light blinded me
a glaring beam caused my eyes to squint
life was more like lightroom 3
take a memorable shot and edit it based on moods
you like it, you save the artwork in your memory
love it and it's safe kept in your heart
how dull past weeks could be, it was unimaginably colourful
only in my eyes the light created was over exposed
and the colour balance was way off perfection
love life fastens my seat belt to a roller coaster ride
the peaks and trough induced the surge of adrenaline
at times it travels into a long dark tunnel
and i realised...
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| time |
[07 Oct 2010|11:07pm] |
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i took a long break from journaling. wasn't there any time?
humans create time, so we ourselves can decide our free time
60 mins an hour, 24 hours a day, 365 days a year
whoever discovered these numerical value of time?
i might just be too ignorant about time
as usual, like what others would remind me
time kills, at both extreme ends of jet speed and turtle slow
time is a sharp tool. could be a pain for the mind and heart
strike it rapidly and electrical signals jolts inducing shock
impale it slow and it felt like the spirit has left the body
whoever knows how to manipulate it, probably could be the most powerful person
others might argue time is a medicine and a could show optimism
can a broken heart heal over time?
and people would say "only time will tell" just to put in a sense of hope
Roman's Venus played with time against Greek's Atlas while carrying the burden of the Earth
only she decides if she wants to overturn or break the hour glass
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| audit |
[08 Sep 2010|01:09pm] |
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the pit key i need to find
te i need to complete
HM7 needs brushing up
aside from that standby and turnouts
this is by far the most hectic stint
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| photoshoot |
[19 Aug 2010|12:12am] |
credits to Haikal Aziz for the awesome photoshoot session
looking forward for more
and I'll treat you for dinner, bro
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| fickle |
[12 Aug 2010|09:29pm] |
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choices aren't easily decided
espescially when you're fickle minded
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| where are you |
[07 Aug 2010|12:55am] |
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i didn't see you in the cyber world
when can i ever see you in reality
whenever the time is right i suppose
but when is the time ever right
it's always been against me
seems i've to battle against it
4 earth's revolution is a deal
which i forsee could be deducted
patience is a virtue as many would say
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| amazing eyes |
[03 Aug 2010|12:03am] |
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she looks like a young Mongoloid
as innocent as a native Tibeten
as cultured as an ethnic Indochinese
as smart as a village Han
i got lost into those slit eyes
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| can the day get any prettier |
[31 Jul 2010|11:54pm] |
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another weekend of hockey
a narrow win against the hawks
where we should have scored more
if only more chances were converted
fun playing on the right half
and another game i played every single minute
my stamina is still good i see
must make more use of my speed
and try out more mazy runs
1st win, 1st 3 points
in hope of more to come
in the end, i think it was a pretty day :)
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| rising stars |
[27 Jul 2010|01:59pm] |
not the best of debuts i had in division 4
defensive errors and lapses costs the game
didn't live up to the promise as the most experienced at the back
satisfied with the overall game though
i feel a pain in the back after the game
an injury i picked up last year
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| worth the wait |
[17 Jul 2010|01:12am] |
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wait for 4 years and happiness comes
but i know that could come earlier
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| world cup 2010 |
[13 Jul 2010|10:34pm] |
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Goodbye South Africa, Hello Brazil
what an awesome world cup full of surprises
i'm sure many people love surprises
could be a joyous or disappointing one
my favourite Oranje fell at the hurdle
congrats to the Spaniards on their maiden trophy
After years of attemps, Spain shouts OLE !
Netherlands wasn't third time lucky indeed
a blast into the future for Germany
Uruguay revived ghosts of world cup's past
Argentina tried hard to dribble like Maradona
the yellow jersey of Brazil turned pale
African support of Ghana turned bleak due to a hand
Paraguay aren't really the serious contenders
Japan and S.Korea displayed they're aren't Asian whipping boys
England haunted by a ghost goal didn't live up to promises
a great debut by Slovakia, kicking out the mafias
Portugal were silenced by their Iberian neighbours
Chile aren't hot and spicy after all
the powerful natian USA showed great fighting spirit and determination
Mexico were well beaten like a pinata
au revoir for France and arrivederci for Italy
home crowd just not enough for South Africa
Yakubu's stupidity costs Nigeria a knockout spot
Greece needs to offer Zeus more offerings
foreign-born Algeria might as well give the spot to the pharoahs
Slovenia were just just unlucky at the final minute
Australia sees double red and goes down under
if only Serbia were to unite as a mighty country, it'll be history
what if the class of 1992 played for Denmark
Cameroon, a utter disappointent for the Africans
credits to New Zealand for no loses in the tournament
N.Korea should arm themselves with Taepodong next time
high expectations for Cote d'Ivoire, sadly they're pitted in the group of death
a perfect start for Switzerland followed by a disastrous finish
people might ask, "where the hell is Honduras?"
let's wait for 2014...
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| oranje |
[10 Jul 2010|12:56am] |
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I've always been a supporter of the Dutch team
despite always being an underachiever in major tournaments
a final match against the star studded Spaniards
none is best to lead the team other than Gio
the Indonesian descent captain of the Netherlands
the influential man at the left back
I've watched the World Cup since France 98
Dutch stars like Overmars, Bergkamp and Kluivert impressed
however they didn't get the ultimate prize
the current team has gone a step further
and a touching distance away from gold
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| choices |
[07 Jul 2010|10:43am] |
make the right choice, girl
you're smart enough to do that
but you can be quiet naive
you want a stable life
partner someone with a stable life
someone here have not been loved for 2 years
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| 16 |
[02 Jul 2010|12:42am] |
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maybe i'm just scared or cautious
past experiences doesn't help
i need to pick up at some point
a low platform where i could climb higher
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| giant slayers |
[27 Jun 2010|02:21pm] |
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the world has seen giants crashed out
eliminated by whom we call minnows
giants aren't so dominant after all
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| david and goliath |
[24 Jun 2010|12:33am] |
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this year's world cup has been an exciting one
despite lacking in goals, the results are shockers
it has taught the world important lessons
being powerful doesn't mean being unbeatable
being strong doens't mean being superior
being inferior doesn't mean being weak
being new doesn't mean being gullible
even when you're weak once, you can always be strong the next time
this lessons has already been passed down through generations
through theocratic means inscribed in the holy books
and now history is being written again on the field
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| lazy ass |
[13 Jun 2010|11:08pm] |
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i have to drag myself to work tomorrow
i want to have another long break
i need to have one i realised
i want to stay at home everyday to watch the world cup
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| adaptations |
[07 Jun 2010|12:39am] |
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taking leave from work seems to be a contradiction
should feel rather relieved though work is piling up
or maybe i'm still unsure of work left to be done
i realised i still need to adapt to work
the job scope, the appointment and the people
i should adapt to them rather than they adapt to me
obviously.
humans were engineered to be adaptable to changes
for centuries our forefathers resisted hardship
survived the catastrophe the world had doomed upon
and passed down the lineage inherited to suit the environment
charles darwin theorises on natural selection
to a certain extent is true and applicable
the phrase 'survival of the fittest' is pretty common
but you can't force eugenics on the weakest
let them adapt and naturally evolve to be an elite
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| sprinter |
[04 Jun 2010|11:26pm] |
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i wasn't born a sprinter
neither was i bred to be one
but i have to sprint
representing the division
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| heroes in town |
[30 May 2010|12:02am] |
high rise fire broke out in town
i was there to witness the action
great action by 1st div firefighters
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| caste |
[26 May 2010|10:22am] |
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you could be a brahmin or pandit
but i'm no dalit
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| special one |
[23 May 2010|05:20pm] |
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inter milan won the champions league final with the brilliance of Jose Mourinho
dubbed and claimed by himself as the special one, he achieved the feat once more
anyone can be the special one, just up to the individual to discover their talents
god gives everyone gifts, god gives Jose the talent to manage clubs
and he's making full use of it
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| filmi |
[20 May 2010|01:54pm] |
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once i told myself i want an indo-aryan girl
now i know it's not that simple though i found one
to etch the Sanskrit script bearing her name in my heart is a challenge
an uphill task to embrace her from the grasp of another
it's just like the filmi, guy likes attached girl who hates her bf
guy tries to take away the girl and hoping for a happily ever after
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| duty day |
[17 May 2010|11:58pm] |
every 3 days another duty
wait for a different surprise every duty
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